my current mentality is “im sad and i hate myself but i have to get good grades”
this just explained my entire life at this very moment
(via firesorednightsoblack)
writing is safer, somehow
because my pen cannot stutter like my lips do,
and words get stuck in throats,
not fingertips, can’t stumble
on paper trails of blue lines
because writing is definite and clear
and no one can tell if i am crying
or laughing
through written words alone
(via incrediblyunoriginal)
so i made a thing
me flirting: *breathes heavily and favorites your tweet*
(via good-ol-fashion-nightmare)
- me: ok back to essay
- *goes on youtube*
- one piano concerto later: oh god i remember what my horrible nightmare last night was about, i was a concert pianist and i couldn't play the fast passages in the mendelssohn concerto
tries to do things: becomes overridden with anxiety
doesn’t do things: becomes overridden with anxiety
(via majesticthorinss)
this is social anxiety summed up in two gifs
(via ispilledmytea)
reasons my life sucks for the next two weeks
omg my vocal chords are having major issues with my cough
goodbye speech

- *has headphone malfunction in library*
- me: gods i hope no one identified that music as SSATB renaissance choral music omg how embarrassing
- *digs self hole, jumps in*
- Americans: Youtube
- Australians: Youchube
I’ll come back for you i whisper as i caress the books i can’t afford
(via caricehouten)
it’s gotten to the stage of the year where I’m actually too afraid to look at my bank balance
lol mum, trying to be all what she calls 'hip and trendy' and knowing about my shows
- mum: so what tv shows have you been watching lately?
- me: game of thrones, a crime show you wouldn't know, and covert affairs
- mum: is covert affairs a show about salacious love affairs and debauchery?
- me: no but there should be more of that between annie and everyone else tbh
